I want a twin!! >o<

Watching Ouran High School host club rekindled my want for a twin. (The anime have twin brothers as part of the lead group) I want to have an ideal twin. One who's caring, who's funny, who's game, who's concerned, etc.

Why do I want a twin?

I just want to have one. Really... I was thinking it might be fun to have somebody who looks like you. Somebody you'll always be with especially when going into new campuses. I won't worry about not having friends in school. I could pretend I'm her and vice versa. Yes.. it would be a lot of fun or so I hope.

As I thought it over, having a twin would also have its consequences. I'd probably be caught up in our own little world to the point that I wouldn't have many friends. There's also this fear of being compared. What if my twin is smarter? more outgoing? more sociable? better? I'd probably be hating my twin if that was the case, and my vision of having an ideal twin would be destroyed, eliminated, scratched.

Never thought I'd say this but it's better to be single. I don't need a twin to make my life happy and fun. I have friends, and it's better than being stuck in a small world only between twins.

(note: Chelo, I don't know your blog address... can you please add it to your comment so I can comment on your post. Thanks.)